Sunday, April 27, 2008

falle in love with bestfriend: LOVE swerved wrong


Love is patient, love is kind, love is not rude not self seeking it keeps no record of wrong, love never fails, a profound definition of love but what is really the essence of loving a person without expecting love in return? is this really a part of a thing called love? a profound question that always keep banging in man's mind, i do believed in loving without a return but as a rational creature i would be glad if i love and i will be able to receive love in return but it doesn't follow always because many who gave love received hurt in return, i might be so emotional on this matter but i do believe God made a person emotional in nature because everything we face everyday is all about conviction i believe in saying "Love isnt love at all until you will give it away" hmmmmmmm.... sounds so legalistic but it's true people who feel love seems to forget themselves because they forget that they still have self to be loved as well, mysteriously true.. i experienced being inlove and forget myself, i do remember that i fell in love with my bestfriend, its so hard to tell it to her i spend almost all of my effort to win her in my own way, sometimes my bestfriend had a date with someone and i was asked by her to fetch her up i waited for almost 5 hours in the park until midnight because they're enjoying their company, outside im trying my best to project im okey but inside im dying because i saw my besfriend's face enlightened happy more than in my company, i tried everything to hold my tears but fortunately i did hold back the tears, but i was tore apart when he kissed her............. after that night i told my besfriend what i really felt then she told me to stop, and she left me broken and spilled out, what should i do? i do nothing..... i just let the time pass by to move on eventually i did........ is this really a mystery of love? love and hurt goes together... another instance a person rejected the one whom you really wanted the most, another one you love but she love someone and that someone love another one, another one she loves you but you dont care. love is the real deal the strongest man in the world will cry because of love...... love is the greatest weapon but it was the most destructive enemy.

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