People Think Im cool... But God Rules.

It is so hard to be kind sometimes, it is so hard to be someone to others even you need someone for you, it is so hard to be a soldier with a weapon of nothing, it is so hard to be gentle to people you dont know and it is hard to make life blamelessly...... well I lived to be that way (i guess) i might not be a person whom people consider a "PARTICULAR" instead i just live my day with with so much passion and so much cares not just to people i love but to those people whom i dont like, i may be a pretender but i love to be one of the great pretender because if i will show my real me it will be hard for the world to accept my real me, let God judge me and not by the world, i been like this since i was young i always pretend to be cool, thats why wherever i go and i will be i try to hide my self in the shadow of what im doing i prefer to be like this than to make the world complicated...... but sometimes i realized it is so hard to be like this for the rest of my life I dont have problem with the world, the world has a problem on me.... they judge me before they knew me.... but i wont retaliate until this gentle giant awake i will keep that in me......... people think im cool but God rules....